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what are Quarks?

check out the particle zoo

on Wikipedia

Planning a last minute road trip to Madison, WI

Wondering when (if) I should tell my wife.

Floundering in the aftermath of Lidia's release from the hospital. She won't go. she won't listen. she doesn't understand. she has no choice. and yet. still she manages to manipulate. the 50 year old love of my life. I am helpless, because love is what it is. faded glory. now i return to the source of all my fury and confusion. in a final effort to bond. with the nameless and faceless.

a farce.

a fable.

fuck

said "bunga bunga binga bunga"

Bunga - not exactly sure what it means but after saying it three times in a row, I'm listening.

the ukulele wave is beginning to crescendo.

critical mass is immanent.

crafting subversive intentions

whilst

reducing the clutter

to allow prosperity

space to

occupy

i wish to study bamboo

the View from the top

Here I am in my internal office. there is a row of ironic windows that look out onto a hallway.
I stare at the screen, and a web cam stares back.I live in a dream, and the walls begin to crack. Mercury opposes Venus. the in-laws are closing in. I am surrounded. I am alone. The shelves in my closet fall from the weight of acquisition. 6 shirts for birthday. really? Six. i try wearing them all at once, to see if I too, won't collapse.
Hot hot weather. cool cool water. give me some water. i can't breathe. H2O + iPod shuffle. Urgent update available.

return to second life

tomorrow we travel to Lansing for a 2nd Life workshop. i need new threads for my avatar.

to be happy:
Love where you are at.
Love who you are with
Love what you are doing.

i read that somewhere recently.
met with the boss lady today. good preview.

funny, I don't feel much more than a day over 53